1 semester

12 weeks

4 subjects

14 hours a week

10 homeworks

1 mid sem test

1 take home exam

1 online test

2 major essays

2 maths based work

1 philosophical essay

that was how my sem was

in a way i guess i'm glad that it's over, and that the time when i go back to my tanah air gets closer and closer

but when i think back, this sem was so grueling unlike last sem and summer.

first there was financial maths, which i thought was pretty easy the first 2 lectures (cause i did that in A lvls), but when it came to week 3 onwards i was so lost

and then there was probability, which i also thought was pretty easy for the first 3 lectures or so (once again, i kinda did a bit of this back in A lvls), but when it came to week 3 onwards, again, i was so lost

these 2 subjects are not rocket science, but it's the pace they go that scares you.

many of my friends said they're so glad this sem is over and they wanna get over the exams as they look forward to the new semester

but i dont feel the same way

yes i'm glad this sem is over that means next sem with tougher subjects are coming), and i also want to get over the exams (that means next sem with tougher subjects are coming), but i don't relaly look forward to the new sem.. why?

because.. that means next sem with tougher subjects are coming =D

and i'm chickening out

it surprised my how some of my friends are so optimistic (hey i'm not trying to be pessimistic... just realistic)

i know it's gona get tougher and tougher and i know i'm gonna struggle more and more

that's why i'm chickening out

but then i guess that's part of a journey of each individual, right?

you have to struggle to get back on land

you have to fall to learn

you have to walk before you fly (HAHA PESEVEN)

you have to,..., get my point, right?

i'm not ranting, i'm not venting, i'm just thinking out loud..

not much of reflecting, but more of refracting (changing in direction in align with changing of pace.. or speed.. if you're a more science-y person)

guess once again, i succeeded in making a post where you can never get what i'm saying

so yesterday night (more like this morning) i was facebooking random stuff

and i have done some of those "which _________ are you?" quizzes .. and i thought "hey wouldn't it be fun if i did a lot and then i put them all on my blog!?"

so here you go =)

there are 11 here (i did a few more, but i thought i'd restrict it to cartoon/anime/games only)

Which Anime/Videogame character are you?
My result is: Hwoarang
 
You are Hwoarang! You're bad, you like breaking the rules and don't care if you end up in jail because of it. You never back down from a challenge no matter what and is still undefeated. Trouble-maker, martial artist, and a thrill seeker, you will do what you want, when you want, how you want, and no one's gonna stop you

Which anime character are you?
Myresult is: kyon - the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya
 
you are being opressed by somebody else.. you have to learn to breka hearts and even abandon friends

Which Death Note character are you?
My result is: Mello
 
You are an arrogant, brash, successor of L, who will stop at nothing to catch Kira. You have an insatiable love for chocolate.

Which Final Fantasy character are you?
My result is: LULU!
 
Towards others you act in a cold and harsh way, not showing feelings, and always giving the impression of a composed and calm person. But you are not so easy to understand: your way of behaving sometimes really is an enigma. To people, you present yourself as a sophisticated motherly figure, but sometimes, you need to loosen up.

Which Full Metal Alchemist character are you?
My result is: Envy
 
You are evil, sadistic, and cruel. You want revenge on someone for what they have done to you. You could carry a grudge for eternity.

Which Friends character are you?
My result is: Joey
 
Arguably the most popular F.R.I.E.N.D - you clearly know what you want and you know how to get it. While boasting mad success with the opposite sex you are never shy to show your emotions and how you truly feel. Everyone seems to love you and why should not they! You are a great person to hang out with a loyal friend and rumour has it - pretty good when it comes to serious lovin

Which House MD character are you?
My result is: Dr. Gregory House
 
You respect your own opinion above everyone else's. You have drive and a dominating dedication to the rules of logic and reason, even in face of day to day trivialties. Kindness is the least important virtue one should possess. A keen sense of perception and a strong sense of dedication are your most valued features. Not afraid to back down or change your stance or even be PC, you totally stand out wherever you go, despite standing out in an often negative way. You are House

Which Samurai X character are you?
My result is: Sanosuke
 
you're Kenshin's best friend in Samurai X.. also you love your friends and you're funny

Which Ouran High School Host Club character are you?
My result is: Haruhi Fujioka
 
You are Haruhi. You are a straight forward and the prickly minded of the Host Club. Although your independent and simple personality clashes with the much more outgoing hosts', you care for each of them deeply and enjoy being a host. You are also skilled at household chores.

Which Prison Break character are you?
My result is: Alexander Mahone
 
You are clever and cunning. and can usually get what you want out of people, More often than not, you allow your job to come before your friends and family, and find yourself alienated and alone.

Which Scooby Doo character are you?
My result is: Fred
 
You are the born leader of the gang. You always have a plan when things go wrong but you have a hard time communicating with your crushes. You love sporting events, driving people around, and are almost fearless all the time. You are Fred.

so there you go, 2 out of the 11 results show that i'm a girl HAHAHAHHAA

(ps: i think the fma one was really accurate.. muahahaha)

woo hoo more great music

(yes i know my updates lately hardly qualify as updates.. but my lie really is THAT boring.. trust me)

edit: alright, not even a minute after i clicked "publish", i felt like i had to say this.. i've been reading lately.. a lot.. of.. manga.. MUAHAHHAHAA i've read the whole of saiyuki (9 volumes), fullmetal alchemist (20 volumes so far), tales of destiny 1 (4+ volumes), saint seiya (volumes 19 to 28 [end] .. can't find the earlier books), disgaea (one book), evangelion (original, angelic days,  gakuen datenroku.. but just a bit of everything... have yet to download everything), and currently reading saiyuki reload (up to volume 4.. i have 5 volumes) and yet to read tales of eternia (5 volumes).. NO I DID NOT BUY THESE.. i downloaded them muahahaha so you see, that;s why i dont have much to uploade lately do forgive me =)